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My Wife Doesn’t Desire Me & It’s All My Fault!
Judging from the title, I know you’ve come here to feel better about yourselves.
You seek validation through my marital drama, sipping every drop of tea about my wife’s abhorrent treatment towards me.
As a result, you’re reading in anticipation, searching for subtle cues of adultery.
Unfortunately, this ain’t Ashley Madison ya’ miscreant.
But still, hear me out. Lend me your ear, my dear, for I have fallen off a cliff.
Comfort is the culprit that has pushed me over the edge right into the safety net of complacency.
This is the 411
Over the years, I have amassed, on average, 7.5 lbs from 2012 until now (In 2012, I was a svelte 175 lbs at 5’10. Now I’m a whopper thick 250 lbs).
My wife doesn’t desire me because I don’t desire myself. Since 2017, I’ve lived in a perpetual state of discontentment.
My lack of secure self-esteem has naturally progressed to a belief that she couldn’t possibly desire either.
I’ve learned to live with the ever-growing weight increase, but the “learning to live” part is unacceptable.
People learn to live with family deaths: children, parents, grandparents, etc. Those are…
